poetry, summer 2021

RECLAMATION

It would take nature five years
To replace the city of New York
With a forest
In twenty,
The skyscrapers would start to collapse back
Into good dirt and clean air
Within 200 years
The city would be fully reclaimed by the trees
Free to restore the life that was stolen from it 

In Richmond, Virginia
A statue of Robert E. Lee
Sits atop a city built entirely of blood
So red and brazen
That they erected a memory to honor his best slaughter
It’s 2021
And graffiti is climbing this nightmare monument like hungry vines
Screaming the names of all our dead
The dirt calling us
To bear witness to a spectacle of rip and scorch 

The planet
Blooms in protest
Uproots its captors
Drags them through town squares
Burns them by miraculous flame
Drowns dark names in rivers
In oceans of fertile hands
Everything built to honor our conquer
Comes crumbling down
And we grow a new mouth
That swears to never let them make a conquest of us again 

This infamous pollution
Calls us vandals
Instead of vigilantes
Instead of restoration
Instead of the world turning its own soil

When we finish making a meadow
Over everything that has tried to bury us
The ruin
Will just be dirt 

&

QUEERPHOBIC

All the love in my life
Starts with a Black woman

Black girl blink
And my heart goes still
Black girl breathe
And I hold my breath
Black girl bruise
And my lip plumps blue
She bleed
              I bleed
She cry
              I cry
She sleep
I keep watch

Fall into the rise of her stomach
Be blessed that I can share a bed with a miracle
Build a life around this sanctuary of a woman
I love Black woman so much,
She have my hands
My mouth
My fist and all its allegiance

So when Black woman
Calls queer nasty,
It hurts.

When she calls me mistake,
It burns.
When she says,
“Love is love
but I’ll skip the wedding”
I ask how ocean can drown its own sand
How flower can spit at the sun
How I’m cut off at the knees
In the middle of standing ovation

Black girl say God don’t like gay
Say church made her say it
Say mama taught her the words
Daddy gave her the throwing stones
Gave me the glass body
What good is my armor
When the shots are fired inside the house?
Like we didn’t build these walls together
Seal the roof to keep the danger out
Line the floors with each other

Black girl,
Aint I go to war for you?
With you?
Let my mouth be gun for us both?
Didn’t I step through the same fire?
Perform to the same silence?
Clap for your every move?

I crowned you magic
And you treat me like witch
Like freak
Like we did not survive starvation
Eating from the palms of each other’s hands
Like we aint still sitting at the same table.

Black girl lie to her own reflection.
Say she don’t know me

              Like I aint drown in her this morning.

Like I didn’t turn her to well water
To oasis
To only place we can both bow our heads
In mutual praise
Say hallelujah I have met God,
And she is a Black woman that loves me back
Loves me right
Just to look her in the eyes is to give
And have all returned

Black girl scared
Of a Black girl
Who love Black girls

Rather take her chance on Black boys
Who tell Black girl:
             Where to stand
             Where to kneel
             Where to lay flat
In case he feel like wiping his feet
Black girl grin from three feet behind him
Pick my bones from his teeth
To line her plate
Laugh with him             over her own empty stomach
Call it a privilege           to know power by the way it holds her at the throat
Cock her head to tell me I’m
                                         A pity.
Black girl call my love a goddamn shame.

And the best part–
I still reach out my hand
Call her to me
Wipe the slap from my face
And clap.

All the love in my life
Ends with a Black woman

How I kneel before her
How she cuts me at the neck
How this is still the safest place to bleed.

lindsay young

is a poet from Long Island, New York. She competed at the 2018 Women of the World Poetry Slam and represented the city of New York as a member of The Nuyorican Poets Cafe’s 2018 National Poetry Slam team. Lindsay was crowned a 2018 NUPIC (National Underground Poetry Individual Competition) Co-Champion. She was a member of the 2019 Brooklyn Slam team, and was part of their poetry production that premiered in Antigua in the Summer of 2019. She is the author of Salt to Taste, her debut book of poetry, which was published the Summer of 2019. She is a Winter Tangerine alumnus, a 2020 Watering Hole fellow, and her work has been published in The Fem Lit Magazine, The Offing Magazine, and featured on Blavity and SlamFind. She currently works for nonprofit organizations as a counselor and workshop facilitator, largely servicing youth of color.